I just wanted to let everyone know that despite my post several weeks ago, I will soon be losing my precious Logan to this stupid horrible disease. It was in July that he got an all clear, and then I retested again mid-Aug. and again NEGATIVE. Two weeks ago I had to have him neutered due a severely enlarged prostate which was causing excruciating pain. He did well at first but then at about the one week mark he still seemed to be having too much trouble deficating and was in alot of pain. His prostate was still enlarged and we were thinking possible prostatitas. Then he started having occasional heavy breathing but it very much just seemed like painful breathing. Yesterday I had a chest xray done as over the last day his breathing became very labored...his lungs have been overwhelmed by blasto!!! I took him to one of his specialists today and they said unless I wanted to take to one of the universities and do oxygen therapy (which probably still wouldnt be enough), that he's too far along to treat. My heart has been ripped out of my chest, and I havent stopped crying in about 24 hrs. The only thing in this world that makes me happy is going to be gone soon. I dont even know how to cope or deal with this. I'm going to keep him as comfortable as I can as long as I can, although I'm sure that will only be a few days at most, if even that. But then I'll have to be strong enough to be his savior as he has always been mine. Three years was just not long enough for my amazing Logan to be in this world.....
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