Sometimes we need to just step back and look at what good things have happened.
I work in a Hospital and usually it was the ER,ICU or the baby floor. (now I am in the surgery)You see a lot of things that are sad and yes even the baby floor has very sad things. Like a drug baby (that was in in the baby ICU for months/6months one time) that can finally go to a loving family. or twins born months to soon and with the loving care of the nurses get to go home. All the tears of jion from staff and the babies families when the babies go home.
But there are so many wonderful things also... it is hard to see through the bad sometimes.
I believe Wilson had to get blasto for me to see that there are good things (I had lost hope in the world) and people. I had hated the world. I know I have said it before but everything happens for a reason. We usually do not understand why when it is happen but in time we do learn.
Wilsons blue print for life was to find me and teach me. He has also been with me past lives (I know sounds crazy,sorry I my have different beliefs) and will be with me again ...It still will not make it any easier to know he must leave me one day. Try to think of death as being a path/journey/beginning for our loved ones. They are free and do always check in on us. Open your mind and you will see.
Ask what ever God you believe in for guidance and strength and he/she does answer...
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